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I feel like roaming the streets of Manhatten right now. Perhaps its the music.
There is absolutly nothing better than walking the streets, looking into random beautiful faces, all with a soundtrack. Nothing is like music finding its way out of your headphones to scream into your ears. Satisfying.
I started reading Bong water this afternoon.
"Call what you want to call it im a fucking alcoholic" sorry, its on this mix cd olivia has. hahahaha and is playing, anyways. Bong water is fantastic, i saw the movie a few years back, but remember very little of it. I can't put this book down. Goes back in forth between downers grove, portland, and ny, basically where im living, and the two places i eventually want to live, or will...live yadda yadda.
So I'm listening to Built to Spill. Its reminding me of Lollapalooza when we camped out in front of the stage, and got blown as fuck. While they were playing i wanted to lay, on the floor, and pass out, go into my own world, forget everyone around me. Even though, it already was that way.
So i miss having a boyfriend. Even though while i had one for a rediculously amount of time i hated it. I miss the love, it was never ending. I miss having someone there for me ,no matter what, a sense of security. Ive waited long enough, but i guess i will wait longer, this time, i dont want to jump into a relationship, i want to be with someone who without a doubt clicks with me on every level, has the same interests, same bad habits, we would be best friends and romantics. Maybe this is asking for too much, the ocean is big enough. I suck at fishing, but i eventually will catch the perfect fish, or maybe the perfect fish will catch me?
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[19 Oct 2006|03:55pm] |
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I think about writing in here a lot...but for some reason, i never get around to it. One day, I will. I have so much to say. Cannnnt even tell you. rawrarawarewear
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[09 Oct 2006|11:34pm] |
There's so much shit going on with me i can't even tell you.
I miss my sisters.
I miss my dog.
I miss my cats.
I miss my old house.
I miss having a home.
I miss my family having money to support ourselves.
I miss being happy.
I miss my friends.
I miss walking into a house, not a building.
I miss my dad being healthy.
I miss having a family.
I miss my family in New York/Jersey.
I miss seeing my cousins that are only 20 minutes away...
I miss being able to blast my music in my room.
I miss being able to play guitar in my room w/o wondering if im being too loud
I miss being able to walk out onto my deck to have a cigarette.
I miss having bonfires.
I miss my friends wanting to come over all the time.
All in all, I miss having a life. My old life.
Theres so much more, i just cant seem to put it all into words.
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[08 Oct 2006|10:47pm] |
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mallory just needed some drugs.
to make her happy again.
Cuz i can't even tell you, how rediculously happy i am right now.
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[01 Oct 2006|11:41pm] |
I hate you.
You know exactly who you are.
I'm sick of you treating me like shit.
I don't fucking need it.
Yes, hate is a strong word, but now, i have a place where i can use it.
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[13 Feb 2006|06:34pm] |
So, i was reading my entries from..exactly a year ago..and they made me really sad :( I MISS MY OLD HOUUUUUUSE! and old timmmes, idont know why i was so depressed last year..seems like i started to get happier around march though..haha thats funny OH MAAAAAAAAAN hopefully this year will be better. ANd yes, hopefully my dad will become unsick and will start making money again, because, yes. But, i shall get a job next month! at a tanning place! haha my white ass working at a tanning place...i know..its pretty rediculous..welp, gotta go eat julia's sweet ass enchaladas! bye guys!
-Malloween
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[13 Feb 2006|06:14pm] |
mmm soo ive sat on my ass all day, really too lazy to do anything.
tomorrow's gonna suck. I wonder when i'll actually have a boyfriend on valentine's day? what a lame holiday anyways, what kinda insane person invented it? straaange. So im super bored aaand my phone is shut off aaaaaand i have no life aaand i have one cigarette plus 2 broken..already smoke cigarettes left aaaaaaaaaaaaand that's not good. I really should stop smoking..like..soon. I dont want to end up dying like my mother or my aunt from it..cuz that'd be a bummer :-XXXXXXXXXXXXX WOOO my birfday is coming up soon, pretty excited. Ish..i wish i could get my fucking license..or start DRIVING..it really sucks when you've been driving since 14 and you cant even start driving..when..you're 16..okay im rambling..bye guys..have a good day!!!
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[22 Jan 2006|02:10am] |
Eternity will never be enough for me
and eternally will live our infallible love
Follow me into the sea
We'll drown together and immortalize you and me
tonight was quite odd. i watched the exorcism of emily rose. Such a great movie, i cryed so much, dunno why, i feel bad maybe? hmm..why her? I searched up the true story and lalalla interesting stuff. After the movie i ended up freaking out for some reason..thought about me madre..fun stuff..really lame. i absolutely love it when i freak out because i mean its so cool. I'm being very vague i know. No one's really on here that would even care that much what i have to say..and i dont really feel like moping about what happend..cuz..i just dont. yup. No one even reads this..i dunno why it matters..i think im gonna go draw..or write..or something. or continue listening to the spill canvas. you all shall listen to them. theyre more than amazing. enjoy.
-Some chick named Mallory JEAAAAAAAAAAAnnE-
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[27 Dec 2005|01:28am] |
i love...
a lot of people
WOAH I RELALGY DO!!!!!!11 hah ano im not drunk, or high, just tired, and spaztasticmallory, marleys really cute, im gonna play with him, or just cuddle, GOOD BYE TO YHOU!
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[24 Dec 2005|02:18pm] |
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!!!I LOVE LIZ SMITH!!!
and miss her too!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND
Vigilia Di Buon Natale
Arrivederci!
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[23 Dec 2005|03:58am] |
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holy shit, im gonna kill myself. its four in the fucking morning and my sister have like 5 guys and 3 girls in MY FUCKING ROOM and wont get the FUCK OUT and i havnt slept at home IN MY OWN FUCKING BED this WHOLE GOD DAMN FUCKING WINTER BREAK and i just want to fucking sleep and get the FUCK off the god damn computer. the end. there is my fucking complaining i hope you all FUCKING ENJOY IT. merry fucking christmas guys. night.
-MallowFUCKINGsaurus :D kill yourself.
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[16 Dec 2005|10:48am] |
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soo a couple weeks ago brit put on this song in her car..as she was driving me home and i was all woah woah woah is this incubus? it is isnt it! and she's all yup. aaand i tryed finding the song..but failed till..jess told me the RIGHT name of the song (monuments and melodies) and yar. the song was on a cd titled jessie's mix..which was given to jessie and i KNEW it was from kristen because..well the lyrics in this song and...well..its INCUBUS! come on now! haha yeah so iw as right, im amazing i know. Well here's the lyrics..this song is amazing..i suggest you listen..RIGHT NOW!
Monuments and Melodies
My hands are trembling
And my eyes are on fire
This house is crumbling
Left brain, left out, on the wire
You make me happy
You magnify my better half
You make me certain
Though all I have today is your photograph
My past is perilous
But each scar I bear sings
Monuments to where I have been
And melodies to where I am going
You make me happy
You magnify my better half
You make me certain
Though all I have today is your photograph
When will I see you again?
Still-life can only go so far
I need you in front of me
Saying my name
Saying to me...
"I want you the way you are
You, the way you are"
You make me happy
You magnify my better half
You make me certain
Though all I have today is your photograph
You make me happy
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[12 Dec 2005|02:53pm] |
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sooo my family's lame..and fucked up aaaaaand im sick of it aaaaaaaand im bored......annnnnd..in pain..brittney knows what im talkin about hahuaha. complainin is fun..but ..i dont feel like sitting here and complaining..so you guys are out of luck, mayb e next time DAAAH ADVIL!!!!!! bye guys :D!
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[06 Dec 2005|10:46pm] |
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blagh im bored. Someone go to the chimera twilight show with me on thursday so ken len doesnt beat my ass. No one is really on here anymore to respond to this. WHAT THE FUCCCCCCCCCCCk lame livejournal laaaaaame livejournal. rawr..thats what i get for hving this for five million years and having 2 friends WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo people need to not work.i need a job..or i just need to be sixteen..i need to START DRIVERS ED
fuck that duuuuuuuuuude. driving sinc ei was 14 and dont even have my friggen friiiiigeeeeeeen um um ummmmmmmmmmm PERMIT..lame i know..RAWR..i hate updating its so lame..and pointless..im just talking to myself..i should probably get really in depth ?? on these things..and spill my heart out..cuz it wouldnt even matter cuz no one reads um! HA! i win!
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its 3 in the fucking morning and i cant go to sleep..someone shoot me. School's tomorrow and im SOO stoked to go..actually hahaha getting better grades HELLS YEYUH..makes a huge difference when you ACTUALLY go to fucking school haha. HOLLER FOR LOOKING LIKE SHIT TOMORROW! oh well, since when did i ever relaly care anyways? I probably should just go to school in my pjs with some slippers or well..comfy pants..huge hoodie..hair all messy, and my comfy ass slippers..and some nice long socks too! haha..its not like i ever go out of my little black whole aka the ACAD cave aka The Acadamy hahaha oh man im just ramblign DAAAAAAh i wish i could sleep...and im getting a mad raging headache soooooo im gonna go and try working on the shiot. Night kids......Hopefully someone will comment on this? i miss livejournal..it use to be such a happy place..now it is sad and lonley for mallowsaules lex...::tear:: Night children..loveyou all
-Mallow
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[23 Nov 2005|10:57pm] |
CUZ YOURE CRAZY BEAUTIFUL so dont go lookin in my eyes tonight so dont go telling me no lies tonight so dont go promising the sky tonight cuz you're CRAZY CRAAAZY BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!! i love hanson. I SHOULDVE SEEN THEM ON THE SEVENTEENTH fuck that! FUCK THAT!...fuck that. no one comments on my livejournal anymore..its relaly sad..WHAT HAPPEND TO EVERYONE ON HERE! honestly..FUCK ALL OF YOU!! FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
just kidding..i really love you guys..im not gonna lie..DAH!
-mallow mallow mallow
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sooo today is the first day i havnt been to school in like 4 or 5 weeks aaand it really sucks cuuuuuuz i need to be at school..or ill never get caught up. And ITS LAME!!!!!! sooo yeah. I dunno im really sick for some odd reason, id ont know how i got sick buuuuuuuut i am annnd i havnt been this sick in a really long time aaand it sucks! i havnt updated in five hundred years..wow..just realized that. hmm guess ive had nothing to talk about? aaaaaand since im home from school..mine as well WRITE ON HERELKJ URIGHt sorry i spazzed im gettting annoyed with this becaus ei dont know what else to write soo therefore im going to head out. rest it peace to all of those highschoolians that have died, losses reallllllly suck. I LVOE YOU ALL! have a good day! and dont get sick!
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[15 Sep 2005|09:34pm] |
Wow so i havnt posted in a long time. Dunno why. things have pretty meh with me myself and i lately but thats alright! summer was pretty good, saw some sweet ass concerts thats fo SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoo. Wow, soooooooo im really bored. More people need to start typing on this shit. SO thaaaaaaan i wont get bored anymore? RIGHT GUYS RIGHT ITHRIOALD STE. Oh man. OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh maaaaaaaan. Wow okay. ramble ramble ramble DONE. ha...ha..ha. wow. i bet all of you that are reading this are all "wow..she really ISSSSSSSS a dumbass" hahaha yeaaah laugh your asses off till you fall outta your chair onto the floor DO IT! thaaaats right biotches. AWW IM ISS MY SISTERSSSSSSSSSSSSS they need to come home and give me some lovin GIVE ME SOME LOVIN give me some lovin EVERYDAY. thats right. la dee dah dee dee la dee dah dee dah! The ENDDDd
-Mallory
-Mallow
-Mallow Bar
-Mallowsaurus Rex
-Malloweiner
-Mallowy
-Weiner
-Beaver
-Steve
-Dumbass
:D wow so mallory is the best name ever because you can have sooooooooo many nick names ohhhhhhhhhhhhh maaaaaaaaaaan. Shut up! i know what you're thinkign! psssh. TALKIN SHIT BITCH!? WHATCHUGONDO! Thats what i thought NUCKA!!1 mmmmmmmmmhmmm
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